wow...sarah is posting two days in a row. it must be a record for the summer.

Sometimes I tend to overreact to somethings. I am sure some of you who know me can testify to that. I am afraid that I might overreacted and hurt a friend or ruin a friendship. I had to deal with overreacting last night. I will give you all more details as I figure out what is happening with this person. maybe something will develop into something more than friends but i know i do not want to lose this person. he is an amazing guy and is loads of fun. drop me an email if you have any questions.

I have class yet again tonight. This is the class I am taking at the community college(a joke college). Most of the time I just go and sit in my corner of the class room and take notes and write letters or a journal entry to pass the time by. I enjoy the topic but I dont really enjoy the people in the class. I think we have cracked the books just once. well maybe twice.

For the fall, I am looking at apartments. Mom found one she likes. It includes water, trash, and sewer and has a washer and dryer in the apartment already. It looks like it would be a 5 min drive to school. I am talking with the place and asking questions. I might try to get an apartment from that place or another one that is really nice (its on a golf course) and its about the same price. I also have to decide what i want to take to school and what I dont need. We will see how that goes. I need to start working on that too, but i have no motivation to do anything. But I will have to make myself do it soon. I leave July 30th do go there.

I guess that is about all for now. I am going to try to update this more often now. We will see about that.

i trade it again with a lowercase s instead of a capital one...this is what i got

How to make a sarah

Ingredients: 3 parts competetiveness 5 parts silliness 5 parts beauty

Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lustfulness

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

got this from stitch....thx....i dont know about the results though

How to make a Sarah

Ingredients: 5 parts jealousy 5 parts courage 1 part energy

Method: Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add curiosity to taste! Do not overindulge!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

I could start off this entry by saying nothing new is going on here, but that is not entirely true. I am realizing that I am closing one chapter of my life to start writing a new chapter. My life is slowly changing. Things are happening that I have not excepted. I am getting ready to go out on my own. On July 30th, my mom and I will be leaving to go to SMSU. She is coming to help me look for an apartment and set one up. I am very excited about getting my own place. Living by my own rules and wearing pjs all day long if I feel like it. As one chapter is closing and another is openning, I realize who my real friends are. You are all people I have meet at LU and you all know who you are. These friends will be there for me no matter what. I can call up any of them and talk to them about any of my problems. Now those are the friends that I treasure and that I would do anything for. They are the best. I have a roommate that can never be replace and no one can be better than her. Thanks for making my college years soo enjoyable roommie. I miss all of your guys company here. There is no one to hang out with here and it does get old doing almost nothing day after day. One thing that keeps me company is my classes. They are almost over. YIPPEE!! I miss the church I attended in TX. It rocked. The churches here do not add up to that one. Next Sunday, the one guy I really enjoy listening to his sermons is his last sunday. he and his wife are moving (they are the ones that lost their son at the beginning of the semester). Its going to be sad to see them go. But that is what they are called to do now and they should not disobey. As the pages of my life turns, I realize that I dont fit in here in Cali. I cant wait to get away from here. As much as I love my parents and the ocean and the mountains, I know this is not the place for me. There is no future for me here. So when I move to MO, I will hope that I will figure out what I should do with my life. I guess this is one of the reasons why I am going to get my masters. I have no idea what I want to do with my life any more. I thought I was supposed to go to law school, but I didnt get accepted anywhere for this year. A lot of people have told me that I will make a good lawyer and they can picture me as a judge or an attorney. They can also see me as a lawyer turn politician. However, there are also many people that have told me that I would make a good professor. So I dont know what I should do. I think I would be good at both. But that is an awfully a lot of school and loans. But if that is what I should be doing, then I will be taken care of and need not to worry about anything. I hope that is the cause. I will let you all know more about how the chapters are changing in my life as they change and as I understand more about it.

miss ya'll from TX.